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Dating is hard. Its hard to transition from being loved unconditionally and anticipating each others needs to trying to get to know a stranger.
Paranoia or maybe just caution seep in. Is he telling me the truth? Why doesn't he want to be with me tonight? Is he worth spending my time with? Its always something.
Then I start questioning myself. Do I expect too much? Am I being too demanding/needy? Its hard.
Is it worth it? I'm sure it is in the long run. Its just painful. Peoples feelings are involved. Real people. Including mine. I know all we can do is proceed with caution, trust our gut, trust in God and hold on tight. Its just hard.
I'm going to tuck myself in bed now and start over again tomorrow navigating my new reality. Bless you all for taking this journey with me and thank you from the bottom of my heart.
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